I'm lead back

To where it all started

To the scars that adorn the broken hearted

And the last of the lashes have not yet departed

The warmth and the rot reset healing forgotten

And I take a breath

I'm back in my room

A severed path separates the road leading to you

Yet everyday I trace the steps and visualize the route

With a ruined life I still crave what you choose

I left you behind, why do you circle my head?

Don't you have other places to be instead?

I'm tied to you tragically, can't find anywhere else to be

I'm bound to you in irony, addiction prescribed to me so loosely

I don't want it anymore

My throat glued shut with undissolved oxycodone

And yet again I'm in bed

With the ghost of my past wishing earnestly I was dead

Gripping false realities in my head

Echoing whatever you would have even said

And I take a breath

I'm still in my room

Hallucinating nightmares cause I dared to try something new

And whatever thoughts would have gone against you

I'm tied to the bricks of this haunted avenue

I left you behind, why do you circle my head?

Don't you have other places to be instead?

I'm tied to you tragically, can't find anywhere else to be

I'm bound to you in irony, addiction prescribed to me so loosely

I don't want it anymore

But this cycle is all I've ever known