So call me crazy

But nothing feels the same anymore

My visions hazy

My highs got me down on the floor

I'm dissolving

Disconnect from who I thought were my friends

I can't remember

I'm too busy playing pretend

I'm watching paint dry

Looking from outside

I blur my eyesight

Poor circulation

Getting frost bite

Wave at my face before I lose time

Wave at my face before I lose time

I dissociate

Tell you everything's fine

Rather starve then take the bait

And put my heart on the line

Put my heart on the line

On the line

Put my heart on the line

On the line

Put my heart on the line

On the line

Put my heart on the line

On the line

Put my heart on the line

On the line

Put my heart on the line

On the line

Put my heart on the line

On the line

Put my heart on the line

And put my heart on the line

Part of the furniture

That you'll never sit in

If I didn't stand out

I'd know I'd never fit in

Cause im weird and i talk too loud

Long sentences

I'm in the clouds

Then pop a pill to keep me down

It's better if I'm not around

I might as well be uninvited

Vibes are off

It's unrequited

It's like watching myself through the third person

Every fuck up right as it happens

I suffocate in silence

It's violent

Choke on my words

Swallow my thoughts

You should try it

Stuck on the ceiling staring down at my body

Maladaptive day dream

No one can stop me

Alone in bittersweet euphoria

Solidarity feels so familiar

feels so familiar

feels so familiar

I dissociate

Tell you everything's fine

Rather starve then take the bait

And put my heart on the line

I dissociate

Tell you everything's fine

Rather starve then take the bait

And put my heart on the line

Dissociate

Dissociate

Dissociate

Dissociate

I dissociate

Tell you everything's fine

Rather starve then take the bait

And put my heart on the line