I have this calling towards my own certain misery

It's like I'm trying to repeat fucking history

I have this calling towards my own certain misery

It's like I'm trying to repeat fucking history

I have this calling towards my own certain misery

It's like I'm trying to repeat fucking history

I have this calling towards my own certain misery

It's like I'm trying to repeat fucking history

Will no one ever wonder why I lock up inside?

Can't read your social cues?

I'll just rip out my eyes!

The world will make me break 'fore I can learn to bend

Why can't I just be happy?

This feeling always ends

I do accept betrayal; it was my own prediction

No one can let me down if it was my expectation

Oh, God!

It's all fucking bleak

Where great hope springs eternal, I host a lonely funeral

There is no future here, the soil dry and rot

Peel back skin, devour me whole, brutally craving demise

Peel back skin, devour me whole, brutally craving demise

Do you even know the way I'd throw my life

Out the window on a sharp turn, turn a knife?

I could never hold a flame up to a life

Fabricated, I choke on bad exchanges

Fuck

Fester inside my mouth

Choke on bad exchanges

Words fester inside my mouth