When I awoke for the first time in life

I was scared and confused, didn't expect permanently wide eyes

Turned obsessive, self-abused, decided there was no wrong or right

And then talking with you brought me a different light

It was like, despite my infinite might

Someone was willing to lend me their plight

I lost my fight, thought just for tonight

And then my slight loss of drive became more tight

Permanence set in over time,

Aryll and I forgot how to fly,

You watched me die but promised you'd take me so high

And here I am, no clue where, when or why.

I love you gabby. I'll never leave.

I just wish you had me without grieve

Instead we separated at the seams

And nothing even mattered cuz you were just a dream

Everything that you are to me is a lie

But it's beautifully designed, please don't cry

I beg of you, let me love you. I'll impart

Every part of my heart, torn apart

Ugh just sleep, kiddo. Give in to your stupidity.

You are worthless. Stop telling yourself you're killing me.

You're perfection please don't forget that, worry or fret

I'll never let you forget how much you saved me from all that.

Two times in my life I've been depressed thus far.

Both of the times only one person appeared to help

And clearly I'm not referring to any other star

It's you. Gabby. You saved me from my self.

One part of me just wants to die. He wrote a grand tale of loss.

The other wants to see us prosper. She's an optimist and doesn't care the cost.

The final just wants to see the two get along, they don't want to toss

You into this, my love, but if we hold hands we won't get lost

All we need is eachother, I know we can get through

Well, in all honesty, so far it just seems like I need you

Because without your embrace I'd have already been gone twice

So, dear gabby, would you like my eyes? Please allow me to entice

The very fabric of your soul, your being

She's the epitome of perfection, I claim

You're skeptical, rightfully so, but I'm seeing

Your heart through your eyes before your fame

You complain I'm insane

But I know what I see every night when I dream

You might not believe it but the end is always in sight

Could you please help me with the following scene?

Our lifestories are so entangled it's quite bright, we're so alike

Don't give up on yourself, I'll always be here

Despite how distant we might grow, souls always near

And you made my eyes crystal clear without fear

Here, when I'm rich I'll just pay you off dear

Money is the root of my own upheaval

Distaste toward it allows the devil to grow strong

Funny, though, how it always comes back to love and evil

All along you made my life perfect, muse to my song

Please don't ever give up and I won't either

I'll write you songs, live up to you, maybe give you breathers

Don't think I don't see her, you're above my view, be here

For me and us and we could keep her happier.