I'm caught in a pattern, I'm trapped in a habit

Digging a hole then I'm mad that I'm in it

Making excuses, avoiding the damage

Running away from the things I'm admitting

I keep a collection of moments I ruined

Pictures of people I pushed to the side

Holding the proof of the person I've been

Like every mistake is a reason to hide

I'm talking to ghosts that I created

Feeding the doubts that I should've abandoned

Im Constantly Building a cage out of every Failure

And Im The Only One in it

I know that I'm flawed, I know that I'm broken

I know that I'm more than the words that I've spoken

But every reflection keeps showing the same thing

A person afraid of the person they're hoping

I'm sick of the cycle, the lies and denial

Sick of the mask that I wear with a smile

I'm trying to tear down the walls that I built

Even if healing takes me a while