You say something nice and I don't believe it

I'm just bad at being

Being a human being

If it was really love

Why would you shut me out coldly

After you were so warm with me

Hold this broken piece

Walking sideways

I can't look at you

But I can't turn away from you either

I can't hide the anger

I'ma [conceal/conceive it?]

I would rather only say nice things to you

Hold my hopes and say I'm eager

Pretend that I don't feel so defeated

Walking on the surface of the sea

Wondering what was underneath it

The thin ice I figure skate on

Cracks and I fall deeper

You were looking over from the bleachers

Thought it was a trick that I could teach you

And I can't talk, I'm choking

All this love was broken

I can't look at my phone

Some words are best not spoken

You say something nice and I don't believe it

I'm just bad at being

Being a human being

If it was really love

Why would you shut me out coldly

After you were so warm with me

Hold this broken piece