I love this view

Right down the middle, my head split in two

And I laugh too hard to make myself fit into everything you do

What matters most?

Premonitions of a phantom host

Do I play the part?

I should have known the answer from the start

But those days are over now, I'm sorry

I didn't wanna be part of your endless suffering

It's ruthless, vain, and truthless

This life we live and often imitate

All the things you could give and you throw them away

With the ones that you'll betray

Now I can see this so much clearer than before

Visiting you in a halfway home on Trazodone, but you're still better than before

But those days are over now, I'm sorry

I didn't wanna be part of your endless suffering

It's ruthless, vain, and truthless

This life we live and often imitate

All the things you could give and you throw them away

With the ones that you'll betray

Memories I'll take straight to the grave

I never thought I'd be the person that I'd ever be today

Memories I'll take straight to the grave

I never thought I'd be the person that I'd ever be today

Would you believe in that?

I never thought I'd be someone I'd regret

Told myself I would be someone I'd regret