I'm sitting here at my desk hoping to log on with you

To forget to be decompress because you make it better

I see you're not there and I cave in a little inside

So I go about my business until next time

There's nothing like seeing you struggle to survive

Knowing these arguments are eating you alive

Fighting hard for what you believe is right

Only to end up losing everything in the night

You're stuck on loading screens because you can't play the game

Better stop playing around and finally learn to aim

Or the struggle will mean nothing as you go to die

Everyone wants you to win but you can't see it in your eyes

You make a good opponent when you use your head

Except recently you've locked it up in dread

Get your head out of the clouds are you here for change

Perhaps you're not here to help others and suck at this game

Is help only what you deem it with a little bias and a lie

Or does it change perspectives so people change their lives

I say you're just here for the win and don't care who's there

Except the ones who stand by you and all the horrors we go through

You're stuck on loading screens because you can't play the game

Better stop playing around and finally learn to aim

Or the struggle will mean nothing as you go to die

Everyone wants you to win but you can't see it in your eyes

That's why I like to play I like the way you sway

Shifting back between sides only to stab from behind

Like you got nothing to lose that you didn't choose

But you chose your words, actions, and life

As if nothing happens right after you die

At last maybe that is the path you chose

To say I'll see you again when that's really a no

With no intention to remain yet wanting the hope

But that's not faith yet you still fight inside it's an odd way to survive

You're stuck on loading screens because you can't play the game

Better stop playing around and finally learn to aim

Or the struggle will mean nothing as you go to die

Everyone wants you to win but you can't see it in your eyes