I'm just fucked up, tell me how much time's left

I'm a say shit, let me get it off my chest

In that text you left, girl you said it's for the best

But that was fucked up, had me losing my rest

Try to figure it out, girl I tried my best

Reaper pulled up, let me take my last breath

Try to joke it out, but I ain't no Seth

Try to figure it out, but it don't make sense

Now I won't do it if it don't make M's

And I can't take breaks, bet I'll sleep when I'm dead

But I can't even cap, girl I wanted you back

But when I pulled up, saw you had a new mess

Went out the same night I got fucked up

Ran through a bitch, now you ain't stuck up

Tryna pull up, but I'm calling your bluff

Tryna find the love, but I give no fucks

And I only feel myself when I'm off these drugs

And I put that on you, I don't know what to do

I was focused on you, I was focused on us

Now I won't give no fucks

Cause with you girl, I went and gave it all

Yeah with was you, I was really tryna ball

Diamonds on your wrist, give a fuck what it cost

Now you got me drinking, got me thinking if

I should call

I guess we're not different after all

I numb all the pain with these drugs

And you be quick to run whenever shit gets tough

But I ain't even mad it's all love

But I ain't even mad it's all love

But I ain't even mad it's all love