I'm afraid to open up

Every time you talk to me

Overthinking, losing sleep

You see the things I cannot see

I would tell you how I feel

But I am not too sure

This life turns to a blur

But plays out for the worse

Hide away and hide my face

Hoping I can be replaced

I'm in pain and I'm afraid

I'll die alone in my room one day

Two bullets in this gun

There's one for me and one for you

I'd take them both but you could never ever tell the truth

I'll hold a grudge but I can't ever hold a conversation

I'm punching holes in the walls, I don't think I will make it

I would tell you how I feel

But I am not too sure

This life turns to a blur

But plays out for the worse

I should stop feeling sorry for myself

I deserve all this hell

I know you didn't mean well

I'm afraid to open up

Every time you talk to me

Overthinking, losing sleep

You see the things I cannot see