You were my reason to wake up

But you're no longer by my side

Fight in my mind when the night comes

There are times I'll get by

What you know about grindin'? Still tryna grieve

**** speakin' on shit that I ain't do, this shit weak

But it's a matter of time before all of them bleed

I was down to my lowest, I really ain't need

I'm a man, but I cry to mama like a baby

I can't vent to nobody so I just get faded

Hop on a D, I'm going perc crazy

I ain't no junkie and my heart just achin'

Put your money on drugs before you bought a gun

And birds just die to come in like a bomb

We creep so long, we started singing songs

Went through 23K in weeks, not months

On the road to rich, keep goin' overboard

When I jumped off the porch, you still in line

When shit get real, most people gon' front

Got that real estate down in dirt, but one

They sayin' it's love, but I know it's a lie

I done been the real pie, you can look in my eye

I ain't never fall out, 'cause I know I'm that guy

Preach real shit and stand on the shit I go about

If I fell different way, where you thought you were goin'?

I met Ned Conn, I'm the man once gone

Get locked for a B, to my daughter, I love her

Now she ride 30 steps, first she was born

Takin' risks for the gang, I ain't tryin' to live long

They went through the front, thought you had to back door

Drake from overseas, get shot by a foreign

Got to him through the bitch, the hoes just long

Can't ask **** snake, I was born to slime

Why I keep havin' visions, in which we all dyin'?

I knew it wasn't real, I just kept seein' the sign

Ain't never felt exposed through time

You were my reason to wake up (she'll never feel exposed through time)

But you're no longer by my side (time I always exposed)

Fight in my mind when the night comes

There are times I'll get by (time, let the shit play out)

What you know about grindin'? Still tryna grieve

**** speakin' on shit that I ain't do, this shit weak

But it's a matter of time before all of them bleed

I was down to my lowest, I really ain't need

I'm a man, but I cry to mama like a baby

I can't vent to nobody so I just get faded

Hop on a D, I'm going perc crazy

I ain't no junkie and my heart just achin'

Put your money on drugs before you bought a gun

And birds just die to come in like a bomb

We creep so long, we started singing songs

Went through 23K in weeks, not months

On the road to rich, keep goin' overboard

When I jumped off the porch, you still in line

When shit get real, most people gon' front

Got that real estate down in dirt, but one

Time I was exposed to the realer witch

Had to cut a few **** after they fit the picture

You say you love me, but don't really mean it

Bro, caught a friend by the seat, top of the game

Will you catch my fall, if you see I'm leanin'?

My heart big as hell, I said I mean it

Streets played out, and these hoes is too

After I spent, I got O.T. on the booth

New faces around, got me like, "Who is you?"

Like, what you around for, what you gon' do?

I don't got new friends, I'm still with my crew

Locked in forever, got stretched, and I lose

Motherfuckers make back their bird shit cool

Like, how is this street, ****, how is this cool?

Said, I love you, I mean it, you know what I do

I got dead friends, I miss every day, ****, too

You were my reason to wake up (I really got dear friends, I'm missing)

But you're no longer by my side (I really miss my buddy, they don't know how this shit feel)

Fight in my mind when the night comes

There are times I'll get by (for how we gon' care?)

What you know about grindin'? Still tryna grieve

**** speakin' on shit that I ain't do, this shit weak

But it's a matter of time before all of them bleed

I was down to my lowest, I really ain't need

I'm a man, but I cry to mama like a baby

I can't vent to nobody so I just get faded

Hop on a D, I'm going perc crazy

I ain't no junkie and my heart just achin'

Put your money on drugs before you bought a gun

And birds just die to come in like a bomb

We crept so long, we started singing songs

Went through 23K in weeks, not months

On the road to rich, keep goin' overboard

When I jumped off the porch, you still in line

When shit get real, most people gon' front

Got that real estate down in dirt, but one

Time I was exposed to the realer witch

Had to cut a few **** after they fit the picture

You say you love me, but don't really mean it

Bro, caught a friend by the seat, top of the game

Will you catch my fall, if you see I'm leanin'?

My heart big as hell, I said I mean it

Streets played out, and these hoes is too

After I spent, I got O.T. on the booth

Yeah, ****, I got O.T. at the booth for real, yeah

I remember the time I was exposed

Can't fake it for real