I'm

Trying to find what's mine

From the carnage I must rebuild

Ashes fall replaying memories I can't erase

As I watched you

Turn to gray

Wait

I'll never find myself is that

What you wanted to hear

If I disappeared

Would your gray fade away

And what would you say

If today was my last day

No

Won't let your words infect my soul

I don't give a fuck what you say

You helped me dig this grave I'm in

And you left me here to take the fucking blame

I've

Prayed for your return

And it lead me here to mourn

Sadistic love isn't love

Don't try to convince

You watched me break

Without a flinch

Wait

Loaded gun to my head is that

What you're wanting to see

If I disappeared

Would your gray fade away

And what would you say

If today was my last day

No

What if today was my last day