I've lived this day

A thousand times it won't go away

And all I can see

Are the eyes of people I will never be

And it makes me ill

The way you love me still

I can't decide

If you're the missing piece buried in my mind

Immersed in sand

I try to reach

Try to take your hand

And it makes me ill

The way you love me still

I think back to the days I was around

And it brings me down

To a place I've never been

I think back on a picture of a child

And dream awhile

All the more I miss your perfect ever-shaking heart

Solace came

With a drop of blood and a taste of shame

When you took my turn

You struck a match and you let it burn

And it makes me ill

The way you love me still

I think back to the days I was around

And it brings me down

To a place I've never been

I think back on a picture of a child

And dream awhile

All the more I miss your perfect ever-shaking heart