I say I wanna be healthy, but I turn up the noise

The IV drips a steady stream of poison

I think I'm just in love with the feeling

Break my bones so I can feel them healing

"Crazy" is, I believe, the medical term

When we wanna recover, but we don't wanna learn

Keep breaking what's been fixed a thousand times

And gimme some more of that iodine

I can't make reality connect

I push 'till I have nothing left

But if we want to wake up

Why we still singing these lullabies?

I'll run in circles 'till I crash

One day these steps will be my last

But if we want to wake up

Why we still singing these lullabies?

I say I wanna be happy, but I quickly forget

Will I sabotage all the good I've got left?

Depression's like a big fur coat

It's made of dead things but it keeps me warm

"Crazy" is, I believe, the medical term

When we wanna recover, but we don't wanna learn

Keep breaking what's been fixed a thousand times

And gimme some more of that iodine

I can't make reality connect

I push 'till I have nothing left

But if we want to wake up

Why we still singing these lullabies?

I'll run in circles 'till I crash

One day these steps will be my last

But if we want to wake up

Why we still singing these lullabies?

I don't like pain, but I bring it to life

I don't like scars, but I'm good with the knife

I don't like tears when I'm starting to cry

And then I realize I'm destroying my life

I do this to myself

I do this to myself

Stop blaming someone else

We do this to ourselves

I can't make reality connect

I push 'till I have nothing left

But if we want to wake up

Why we still singing these lullabies?

I'll run in circles 'till I crash

One day these steps will be my last

But if we want to wake up

Why we still singing these lullabies?

So if we want to wake up

Why we still singing these (why we still singing these lullabies?)