I wish I

Could remain in the confines of my mind

In absolute control

So vivid are the images I craft in lucidity

They break through and contaminate

Cold sweats, My body shakes in reaction to what I've created

My concepts of our destruction

I've watched This world die over and over

Elated to see the cleansing each night

Erased, Only to be reborn in my waking life

In my dreams, I show my primal nature

Destructive, Animalistic desires

When I see the Sun

I filter my words, Hide the desire to watch you perish

I can't escape these thoughts, Theses memories you've ingrained

(In me)

Your actions, Your words endlessly poisoning

(I can't)

Accept the virus of mankind

Awake or not, Even in my dreams you all disgust me

I watch this world die over and over

I live for my concepts of our destruction

I watch this world die over and over

I live for my concepts of our destruction