Et Nox Illuminatio mea in Deliciis Meis

My pleasure is melancholy - God above me - God below me - My heart the fulcrum between I am of you - You are the lord - I am of you - That makes the darkness shine I am of you - Glorious as the sun - I am of you - Our father who art in me You draw me up! - EHEI - Death! - EHEI - Daimon! - EHEI - Fire! - EHEIYou draw me up! - Athanor! - EHEI - Serpent! - EHEI - horns! - EHEII - Draw you - Down -I long for the gift of profound death - So I pray before your mask Bowing down before this self I cannot know - Least I open the temple's door I could never approach your mirror - Your blessing is ecstatic reverie So jubilant within your Night of Light - The Dark Noontide And he sayeth unto me! - And he sayeth! - I am your lord! And he sayeth unto me! - And he sayeth! - I am your lord! Your pleasure is melancholy - God below me Your pleasure is melancholy - God above me My heart crucified between - My heart crucified between Our father who art in me - Whose inverse light shall set me free God above me - - My heart crucified between! God below me - Shaitan! - My heart crucifed between! God within me - And I sayeth - I am your lord! God within me - Shine! - I am your lord! I drink the black-bile philtron - Of your Saturnine cup Upon your earth - I do sup My nourishment commeth - My nourishment cometh My nourishment commeth from doing the will of my father