I'll Feel Alive

I'm gonna walk till I find the edge of the earth And I'm gonna take one step more I'm gonna keep the car moving through the red light When everyone's coming like I've done this before I'll drink all the potions and eat all the pills That become so easy to find I'll feel alive, I'll feel alive But the ways I've been coping aren't working for me I've tried and I've fought it but I can't break free I need something bigger than only myself One foot then the other walk right out hell And I'll feel alive, I'll feel alive I'm gonna talk to my mother an hour and another Speaking like we never do I'll hug my baby sister, and tell her I've missed her And the things that I've done I wish I could undo I'll find my old friend just to see how she's been Mary Anne from the end of the street And I'll find my peace, I'll find my peace The ways I've been coping aren't working for me I've tried and I've fought it but I can't break free I need something bigger than only myself One foot then the other walk right out hell And I'll feel alive The darkness visits you in your sleep It's too heavy to move and too heard to breathe And you don't even notice you're screaming The door slowly opens the light is let in You're taken by the hand How could you forget you're so loved You're so loved But the ways you been coping aren't working for you You've tried and you've fought it but couldn't break through You'll find something bigger than only yourself One foot then the other walk right out hell And you'll feel alive, you'll feel alive