High Regard

Barter and trade always passive, aggressive In spite you believe, say you are Smother my name under soil and dirt in the earth Widen the distance apart Fuck an apology, I'm not sorry for anything I've been holding back my apathy for far too long You don't deserve what you haven't earned And your place in my heart has just grown so small I'd like to think that you're worth my time But you embody everything that I hate Take a good hard look at what you see I've lost all my hope and all my faith 'Cause when I barely fuck up, you just recoil and weep What do you want from me? I'm just a kid who got in too deep My walls are built up high forever bound to be steep I've got a bird's eye view of all the secrets you keep Try to tell me that you knew from the start That I would come to know that most would never enter my heart Because I'm colder than the others It's what sets me apart You manipulate and try to shine, you light up my dark But this is my life, you should bounce and never call again No more strife, go find it in the souls of other man You know you're not as smart as you look I'm gonna take back what you took I'd like to think that you're worth my time But you embody everything that I hate Take a good hard look at what you see I've lost all my hope and all my faith 'Cause when I barely fuck up, you just recoil and weep What do you want from me? I'm just a kid who got in too deep My walls are built up high, forever bound to be steep I've got a bird's eye view of all the secrets you keep You know you're not as smart as you look I'm gonna take back what you took And you didn't know shit from the start And you didn't know shit from the start