Do You Love You ?

My mind is inside a maze, My mentals a hollow grave No lovin' myself Burning the candle sage, I'm lost in a trance I gaze The feeling is hell Actor that I portray I hope he's a man of faith I'm missing a step Colors are black or grey, the horror I cry and pray I know he can help Lately I talk to my shadow Lately I'm losing my breath, like I smoke on tobacco Road that you take isn't narrow Know life is deep but see lately shit kinda shallow Locked and I'm loaded with ammo Mind is protected, My vessel I grace it with aloe Manning this ship like I'm Sparrow Feel like a trip take a swim or you drown in Sargasso Pen to the page I'm writing my sins My sins got mе right in the pen The sleevеs and cover my skin, I lower my chin No love in my soul from within Know I'm a man with a dream, but was it a dream? If love ain't the reason you breathing Fire is only a steam, wave is a stream I hope that you light never deam Trusting myself kinda dangerous Loving myself out of anger I'm in the deep end, I know it depends Reflection of me like a stranger Tellin' myself that I made it but clouded by what I'm ashamed of That's why I pretend I know that I'm scared I hope I can love what I'm made of Trusting myself kinda dangerous Loving myself out of anger I'm in the deep end, I know it depends Reflection of me like a stranger Tellin' myself that I made it but clouded by what I'm ashamed of That's why I pretend I know that I'm scared I hope I can love what I'm made of 5'10 kinda chubby with no friends With aggression with no Zen, me and my sins I'm the actor in my scene, watch my life on a flat screen 19 with depression and bad genes, was regressing on hygiene Wearing high jeans with some Nike and white tees Hoping people would like me, see Then I was frail, scared I would fail But now I'm a man with a sail, cruising across the Atlantic I know that I'm damaged, but this ship is bound to prevail Points like its hammer to nail, head not the tail My life is a story to tell Loving yourself is a journey but surely you worthy I hope that you follow the trail Trusting myself kinda dangerous Loving myself out of anger I'm in the deep end, I know it depends Reflection of me like a stranger Tellin' myself that I made it but clouded by what I'm ashamed of That's why I pretend I know that I'm scared I hope I can love what I'm made of Trusting myself kinda dangerous Loving myself out of anger I'm in the deep end, I know it depends Reflection of me like a stranger Tellin' myself that I made it but clouded by what I'm ashamed of That's why I pretend I know that I'm scared I hope I can love what I'm made of Hope he can love you Hope he can love you Hope he can love Hope he can love Hope he can love Hope he can love you Hope he can love you Hope he can love Hope he can love Hope he can love