Don't Remind Me

I was raised to stand alone A loan that cost a life of pain I was told to trade my sole I'll trade my soul to walk again Wasn't raised by super men A house that's filled with Lois Lanes Wasn't raised by silver spoons Just pot and pans that's filled with stains I seen heaven, hell But see I felt a place I can't explain Life is deep as well the deepest well My tears will fill like rain See I seen it all my demons call Like: "You should take a break" See I'm black and all my trauma Bury deep we wear like chains I'm black as gold the blackest souls So black I dance with Holy Ghost Black as coal and burning rose So black I always do the most Black as stones that's paved the roads Create the clothes But we in cloaks and no one knows 'Cause they keep shredding pages That we niggas wrote See, I'm falling deep and falling deep I've fallen deep enough See, I'm counting sheep I'm counting sheep To sleep is kind of tough They say I'm Meryl Streep or Morgan free The way I'm acting up But my trauma hold me down Till I can drown man shit is tough Why me all my feeling buried way too deep it's hard to find me Kind of hard to sleep, hard to think Don't remind me Swear I'm trying, in this world where niggas dying Don't remind me, Don't remind me Why me all my feeling buried way too deep it's hard to find me Kind of hard to sleep, hard to think Don't remind me Swear I'm trying, in this world where niggas dying Don't remind me, don't remind me Why me all my feeling buried way too deep it's hard to find me Kind of hard to sleep, hard to think Don't remind me Swear I'm trying, in this world where niggas dying Don't remind me, don't remind me Don't remind me How many nights 'till we living out dreams Been a minute it seems Couple years when I blink How many words till the moment is real Know the ink never spill Want a house on the hills How many tears 'till we losing our souls 'Till we losing our flows 'Till we selling our shows How many pills we ain't counting no dose When we getting our rose Surely only God knows 25 in a minute, want a smile call a dentist Back and forth like it's tennis Taking shots like it's Lenox Wanna drown in this liquor now Maybe close my eyes lose awareness Tell me why I be jealous Should be proud when they winning Give 'em flowers 'cause you willing But I'm sour what a fucking coward 'Cause I'm 25 in a minute, want a smile call a dentist Back and forth like it's tennis Taking shots like it's Lenox Wanna drown in this liquor now Maybe close my eyes lose awareness Tell me why I be jealous Should be proud when they winning Give 'em flowers 'cause you willing But I'm sour what a fucking coward