Paralyzed

It's Friday night and I'm sitting at home thinking to myself Why can't I put this pain back on a shelf This dream I'm chasing is dragging me to the ground What's left for me in this damn small town Yeah, this damn small town So I'm singing this song with hopes to remind myself that this ain't the end No it's not the end Learning how to love feeling paralyzed Paralyzed I'm Paralyzed I lost my grandma yesterday God I know she's in a better place than this crooked world My family's broken I don't know what to do, there must be something to say or something left to prove to get us through this pain. Sometimes this life seems so hard Sometimes the light seems so far Sometimes I wanna just give up All I really want is true love Even though I've tried and tried I can't see through I'm so blind Laying on the floor like a fool tonight Releasing all this pain I feel inside All this pain I feel inside Inside Learning how to love feeling paralyzed Paralyzed I'm Paralyzed Learning how to love feeling paralyzed Paralyzed I'm paralyzed Learning how to love feeling paralyzed By all these lies I'm learning how to love feeling paralyzed Rid of every doubt from my mind Wipe away the tears from my eyes Let go of the shame that I feel inside