Dreaming of a Memory

I've been fighting these memories Re-living a dream of a life Meaning nothing to me I Can't keep hoping for a love that's broken When the devil is holding the key All these years gone by Not a tear left to cry I just wanted to believe Every moment with you I spent Came to a bitter end Now you're just a memory Holding on to you Knowing you don't belong with me That's the cold and honest truth But it won't steal my destiny Cause' I know that I've been down Beaten up and drug around The place that I call home Just isn't for me I'm packing my bag Of loneliness and sad I'm heading down the road to fulfill this dream Smoking my fears away Another high Another day When will I escape from this prison I've built This anxiety inside of me Creates a home of vacancy In my mind I try to find a reason to heal Holding on to you Knowing you don't belong with me That's the cold and honest truth But it won't steal my destiny Cause' I know that I've been down Beaten up and drug around The place that I call home Just isn't for me I'm packing my bag Of loneliness and sad I'm heading down the road to fulfill this dream Holding on to you Knowing you don't belong with me That's the cold and honest truth But it won't steal my destiny Cause' I know that I've been down Beaten up and drug around The place that I call home Just isn't for me I'm packing my bag Of loneliness and sad I'm heading down the road to fulfill this dream