The One Who Destroyed

You put all your trust in me, then you believed all my lies. You gave me your honesty, as I wore my disguise. You only wanted to make something that we could both share. I thought it was a mistake, I blamed you and that's not fair. And then I got so upset, all I could do then was run. I did some things I regret, hate myself for what I've done. You didn't deserve that pain, You didn't deserve my lies, You didn't deserve the blame, Or all the tears in your eyes. I am the one who betrayed you, When I killed your heart. I am the one who destroyed you, When we fell apart. I felt so trapped and afraid, I didn't know where to turn. Forced you in this masquerade, and for my sin I will burn. I can't be sorry enough, for all your faith that has died, For all the nights that were tough, For all the weeks that you cried. But every hour you've stayed, I am indebted to you. For all the trust I betrayed, For the things I can't undo. I'll never understand why, you have stayed with me this long. You are still here by my side, even though I have done wrong. But now I'm gonna fix it all, I'm gonna get back what we lost. I'm gonna make it up to you somehow, For the pain I caused.