Anxious?

Laid back again Never seem to rest my head When I'm around you I fall down with regret Having said that I would call you I'm always wondering How you put up with it I just forget I promise I'm okay I'm not gonna take you by surprise 'Cause I don't really care enough for now I was always up to no good Never really understood What to say to you It's far more obvious When I'm alone I suffer less If I were the sun The only one Would you still hide away from me? Will it ever change? I don't really know Calm yourself down And learn to let go I'm always wondering How you put up with it I just forget I promise I'm okay I'm not gonna take you by surprise 'Cause I don't really care enough for now