Winter Eclipse

On the winter solstice, the moon was eclipsed in my heart, i'll remain there Full red moon, recede in your cocoon for a moon, i'll remain there I walk the lake alone, (with the surface as a stone?) every road, now frozen The homes in uniform, the decorations warm all is silver, all is golden On Christmas Eve I'm always reminded of the feeling that I love by The love that i've received On Christmas Day The feeling i'm waiting for i'm patient and i'm paying for But the feeling always goes away The star led the way, to the terrible display in the dark, (?) The sun drew near, when the light would appear in the cold, celebrating ... In the morning light i'd see through window and scream Something so terrible, beautifully terrible Silence and sound, home frozen ground The only thing terrible, beautiful terrible On Christmas Eve I'm always reminded of the feeling that I love by The love that i've received On Christmas Day The feeling i'm waiting for i'm patient and i'm paying for But the feeling always goes away Tell me what do you hear? Tell me what do you hear? Tell me what do you hear? Tell me what do you hear? Tell me what do you hear? (silver bells, silver bells) Tell me what do you hear? Tell me what do you hear? (silver bells, silver bells) Tell me what do you hear? Santa Claus coming soon You know we adore you We are waiting for you Under the eclipse (?) I don't know where I am I can't undo what i've done (???) Can I go back to where I began? I don't know where I am I can't undo what i've done I know i'm not the right one Can I go back to where I began?