Not Always Happy

I wrote a book 'bout you in my phone I used my words and not my tongue 'Cause it gets sharp, and you know best, and you know best I'm not angry, oh, I swear, I'm just upset I love the woes she left me They remind me I'm not always supposed to be happy I love the way she left me It reminds me I'm not always supposed to be happy I love the woes she left me They remind me I'm not always supposed to be happy I love the way she left me It reminds me I held your hand up to my chest Teary-eyed, I said, "Oh, I'm scared to death" Of my body, of my soul, of where I'm going, what do I know? The sand in my bed, oh, it stays for days And the word of my mother, oh, I lost my way And I'm on my own On my own On my own I love the woes she left me They remind me I'm not always supposed to be happy I love the way she left me It reminds me I'm not always supposed to be happy I love the woes she left me They remind me I'm not always supposed to be happy I love the way she left me It reminds me