Selfish (feat. Josh X)

I gave you more than I give myself So loyal to you that I betray myself Well, I guess I'ma wither away You a snake and you chose to slither today I gave my all my love and my trust but I guess my all just wasn't enough Yeah, there's something 'bout you I can't help it But I'ma do for myself I'm being selfish Babe, your melody is the voice I need Makes me skip a beat, yeah And baby you know it, yeah But it's hard to show it See the one I love used to be in clubs Used to fuck with thugs, yeah And I can't expose it, yeah 'Cause she already know it, yeah But why don't you ask me Why is it so hard to fall in love? Why don't you ask me Why can I never, ever, ever try? Why don't you ask me Why everything is going this way? Why don't you ask me? (I guess you never know) I guess we never know They say the one that you truly love hurts you the most Now the one that I truly love hurt me the most Now the one that you truly love is hurting you the most I guess I'll never know Why I got so cold It's not your fault Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's I'm so cold, girl) Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's not your fault girl) Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's I'm so cold, girl) Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's not your fault girl) Withering away as I gaze at the sky Looking at his face and all the pain he caused me I ask why? Didn't I love? Didn't I give you more than I ever gave myself? What do you wish? 'Cause that part of me no longer exist This time I'm first, I'm picking me I finally learned to be selfish