Horizon

I'm trying to help myself I'm learning to be a better man Start breathing, but pain will come again And I'll try to live again, with your scent on my neck I feel your heart when you're touching me The scars always reminding me that this hope will only go so far Have you seen my dream every time I fall like a heart being torn at the seams? Have you ever felt this way before? I'm tired of heartache and all the pain I've caused And I can't love anyone until I learn to love myself How can I feel this way when your heart still feels the same? (The same) I'm fragile and in pain, watch me waste away (Waste away) How can I feel this way when your heart still feels the same? (The same) I'm fragile and in pain, watch me waste, watch me waste away How can I feel this way when your heart still feels the same? I'm fragile and in pain, watch me waste away How can I feel this way when your heart still feels the same? I'm fragile and in pain, watch me waste away I'm broken inside, my worlds in stiches, for the meantime At the moment it's the way I feel, life fades as I start to heal Can I hear your voice, can I say your name I'm in trenches that I can't escape, it's just the way I am My heart flashes to the room and it begins to race How can I feel this way when your heart still feels the same? (The same) I'm fragile and in pain, watch me waste away (Waste away) How can I feel this way when your heart still feels the same? (The same) I'm fragile and in pain, watch me waste, watch me waste away I'm scared of dying and I'm tired of lying For the first time in my life I am finally trying And it's gotten to the point where I don't know who I am anymore or if there's anyway to change, what I've become And I am so sorry, I am sorry for the dark cloud I have cast over you For the first time in my life I swear I'm trying For the first time in my life I am finally flying And I want to stop this tragedy, this depression, this pain, the heartache that we feel every single day And you know what it's like to be down and done, but I won't take it anymore I'm finally trying, I'm finally flying I'm finally trying, I'm finally flying