My Window

Fake smile on my face, feeling suicidal, safety off of my gun Can't tell it was real or a cry for help but I feel like if I don't make one I'ma follow through, my girl gonna follow suit cause she tries every time I'm gone Last tour, she done slit her wrists and this time she done OD'd, blacked out, and broke her arm Feel bad, lyin' to her bout the coke I done The doc said if I keep drinking Coke and Crown, I won't make it to see 38 Then I'm wasted again on the floor in the hotel room With puke stains on the drapes and the carpet Gotta call at eight o'clock in the morning So my boy took the keys to my car and drove it through the front door of an Exxon Cops came and, locked him up, they said they had a warrant Now I'm spending all my tour money on his lawyer Lord if, this is you sending us a warning I hear it loud and clear and please God I swear I won't ignore it anymore This type of torment is torture, but show us a way On my knees and I'm screaming to God and I heard him say He told me when it rains it pours And I can hear the pouring rain It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window Woah-oh But one day when the rain is gone The thunder from the storm rolls on I woke up and I seen the sun and it shine right inside my window And it feels like Euphoria Some kids are saying that they in to me They told me everything I rap about Feel like it happened to him identically That he was listening to Misery Loves Company And Wishin, Rittz I feel just like you Im tryna rap and I'm flunkin' school The only thing I really care about in this world Is my girl and she been fucking with another dude And I was hoping maybe you would tell me what to do I'm tryna make it with the scraps that I have Working fast for the stack of some cash But its like I'm losing the enthusiasm I have Trying to master the craft as a rapper All I hear is laughter just got in a scrap with my dad He hit me in the eye and he blackened it bad All I ever wanted from him was a pat on the back And I bet if I was dead he'd be glad Hit him back so relax, this is how life works When you feel like you sitting at the bottom; You not Taking better shit, it gets worse first Gotta reverse the negative eye Keep praying to God and don't believe in a made up curse Told him that I prayed to the Lord And he said these words He told me when it rains it pours And I can hear the pouring rain It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window Woah-oh But one day when the rain is gone The thunder from the storm rolls on I woke up and I seen the sun and it shine right inside my window And it feels like Euphoria Euphoria We keep pourin' up A big enormous cup Of Crown Royal Puff another joint and trust You're gonna hoist me up When the devil wanna stick a Pitchfork in us Or wanna burn us in a furnace till we boil up Beggin' The Lord??? To show remorse for us We was born in a metamorphosis Formed in something far less unfortunate We absorbed enough pain?? Through our veins like a sting from a scorpion We ashamed 'cause we can't afford the stuff We wanna buy had to find some form of love Or find a formula, of course sure enough You in a rut now Layin' on the floor in cuffs They say the storm is comin' But the lightning never struck A chord with us He told me when it rains it pours And I can hear the pouring rain It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window Woah-oh But one day when the rain is gone The thunder from the storm rolls on I woke up and I seen the sun and it shine right inside my window And it feels like Euphoria