Sincerely, Yours

I learned a lot inside a year That handful of months Another turn around the sun I'm still cold and burning up Like a raisin in the sun And I'm numb from smoking blunts I don't feel it when they hit me Way my father used to beat me I don't think I'd really feel it If a car swerved and hit me What does God got against me I've been doing stupid shit like And selling I even tried to rob a bitch that got Raided by police I'm just glad it wasn't me And that keep me up at night But I'm used to losing sleep Because I live inside a house That's full of water neck deep So I'm always fucking fighting To keep my head above the water If I could walk on top of oceans I'd change the whole world and make it better for my mother And get a message from my sister That's just fucking fiction She out there flirting with addiction She don't got no time to call me Me you and our father All hopeless alcoholics If you get a chance to call me Just remember that I love you And I'll always be your brother And there were times that I didn't want to live Thank God I'm alive And to them times that I didn't want to live Thank God I'm alive For all them times that I didn't want to live Thank God I'm alive And to them times that I didn't want to live Thank God I'm alive I remember being young I'd ask a lot of questions Like why's there so much hatred And why they call me crazy Mama said I fell from heaven Smacked my head on the pavement And that's why they call me crazy But that's why I love you baby And the day you stop fighting That's the day you turn crazy I could never pay you back But I'ma start with a Mercedes When I blow up I'ma get you everything you wanted now It'll never be the same Riding through H-town Got a Chevy full of gas Roll the windows down Hope I find some peace of mind 'Fore the sun goes down And there were times that I didn't want to live Thank God I'm alive And to them times that I didn't want to live Thank God I'm alive For all them times that I didn't want to live Thank God I'm alive And to them times that I didn't want to live Thank God I'm alive (thank God I'm alive)