A Question of Heaven

The time is close now The end is near My walk through the valley Trails of fear I feel empty My penance overdue I guess it's too late now to be with you I'm extremely frightened Of what will surely be I sold myself, the death of me I know you can't forgive me I know I'm on my own I've betrayed you I walk alone Whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh, yeah What exactly is the meaning of this? Just pawns in your twisted game Severe pain for the lie I'm living For a love I never could betray ("Question me not," say the Lord unto thee) (You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny) (Denied of this life is what you are to be) (You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny) Lord, I pound my fists at you Won't you just let me die? Have I not suffered enough? No inner peace, no afterlife ("Question me not," say the Lord unto thee) (You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny) (Denied of this life is what you are to be) (You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny) I did what I thought was right All for the love of my life I know it's sad, but true But something is very wrong Condemned to suffer so long For a love so true The question that lies within Is so hard to understand It still tears at me And in my dying breath My heart holds no regrets I wouldn't change a thing My spirit begins to rise To the heavenly skies Just to be shunned away by you Now all I want is to die No streets of gold in the sky And I wash my hands of you (Rising to the heaven's light) (Just to plead for death) (Just to be denied) (Rising to the heaven's light) (Just to plead for death) (Just to be denied) (Rising to the heaven's light) oh, I know you can't forgive me (Just to plead for death) I know I'm on my own (Just to be denied) I know that I've betrayed you (Just to plead for death) you know I walk alone, you know I walk alone (Just to be denied) you know, I walk the trail of fear (Rising to the heaven's light) I pound my fists at you (Just to plead for death) to shunned away by you (Just to be denied) I wash my hands of you (Rising to the heaven's light) why won't you let me die? (Just to plead for death) why won't you let me die? (Just to be denied) why won't you let me die? (Rising to the heaven's light) (Just to plead for death) (Just to be denied) (Rising to the heaven's light) (Just to plead for death) (Just to be denied) Thank you