You're in It Now

I don't wanna live I don't wanna die I'm too low to laugh Too numb to cry I do what i do But i don't know why I guess it's cuz I don't wanna live I don't wanna die I don't wanna sing But i don't wanna stare I don't wanna hate But love is too much to bare I don't wanna crawl But i'm too down to even start to try I don't wanna live i don't wanna die BACK WHERE I BEGAN Looks like i'm back where i began Looks like i gotta start all over again Aint got a dime, aint got a plan Looks like i'm back where i began Oh i had it all before me I held it in my hand Now it aint nothin but a story Called i'm back where i began Woke up today and i looked around My girl was nowhere to found Stepped out the door and kept walkin right on past the fence I swear i've been walking ever since But i had her there before me I held her in my hands And my heart was filled with glory Now it's filled with sand And i'm back where i began I'm going where i back began We're going back where we began YOU'RE IN IT NOW You're in it now No turning 'round You're in it now No use in looking 'round You're in it now You see that morning light You've been up all night And that morning light Is bringing you back your sight It's got you feeling right You're in it now It's cold and its coming down And i swear you're right there in it now I caught you looking twice You were looking twice You know that aint nice There's no looking twice You've been holding back the dice All goddamned night Girl you're in it now You're broken, you're beaten down But i swear you're right there in it now