In Chains

Going out the way I always do Calling out your name Trying not to hate myself For getting in the middle And shining every light upon it Still I miss the way you'd hold me close in a cold wind I caught you in our room staring at the light I'd been up all night Is this life and we're just living it? Still I wanna celebrate our love I've been rolling like a 16 I can die on the floor I've been shackled and delivered There's a girl out there with silence in her eyes Her truth is in the dark And I see you coming in view Yeah, I need you I'm coming in two In view Ain't no wind that I could feel in a fleeting rain Turn around and rip my heart Then look at it and say how you broke away Ain't no way to elevate to another line With nowhere to go Ain't no chains to hold you in To hold you to To losing you Hiding from an enemy Something inside me died Hard to see real clear these days Darkness on my mind As I stare into the air ocean floor And I wonder where I once was Was I falling through the air tonight? Then crumble into your arms Is this love? Are you sure? Is it something you can control? I'm retired I'm in chains I'm in love I'm in pain All these changes everywhere Just go ahead and take my hand Hold me close, now let me go Try and understand I believe in all the power In doing what we can do We can try and learn to make it through Then come out the other side I don't see you at all coming in view How do we decide what we can do? I can't read your mind Give me the truth