Close to Me

I've waited hours for this I've made myself so sick I wish I'd stayed Asleep today I never thought this day would end I never thought tonight could ever be This close to me Just try to see in the dark Just try to make it work To feel the fear Before you're here I make the shapes come much too close I pull my eyes out Hold my breath and wait Until I sha-ha-ha-hake But if I had your faith Then I could make it safe and clean Oh if only I was sure That my head on the door was a dre-ea-eam I've waited hours for this I've made myself so sick I wish I'd stayed Asleep today I never thought this day would end I never thought tonight could ever be This close to me But if I had your face Then I could make it safe and clean Oh if only I was sure That my head on the door was a dre-ea-eam