A Suicidal Failure

(Cage Talking) Remember how good things use to be Remember how good things everything use to be It used to just be so good It used to just be me and this girl, yeah right, right! Sitting in my room with a razor blade Thinking all my days are played As much as my single needs to fade away Shoot my self in the arm and start bleeding Don't wanna go yet, stick a straw in my wound and taste my heart beating Fucking bitch left me and I ain't even peaked yet Fuck all that noise a play boy this leak's wet Smoke a bundle to the face lace my brain and neurons Carving all my downfalls into my fucking forearm Cage snap out of it, it's just a girl, it's just the world It's just a life, it's just a rusty rambo knife Wedged between my ribs scratching my heart up tonight I'm gonna pull this shit off in front of all my friends Went swimming under the Brooklyn bridge trynna catch the bends Didn't swim deep enough my head imploded ten percent Floated to the surface, the paramedics like whats this dent? (I want everybody to back up, he's still alive) ('Chorus 2X) I'm a suicidal failure, look my life's a failure I cant make it in rap, even my birth's an error Do what I can to catch a quick death But I'm meant to be here and thats fuckin hell I live with Took the phone off the hook, ate multi-colored pills Washed it down with absolute, started writing out my will Give my dawg bootlegs ps2 and DC To my girl who left me when she said,'pick me or pcp' Since I love to smoke I thought it was a joke Tried to hang myself and I fell free from the rope Broke both my arms, my neck smashed my femur Got up somehow and limped in front of a beamer Cracked my ribcage, look what you did cage, your dying But I'm not dead yet I'm still trying Cut my wrist and walked past some crips bleeding red In hopes that I get shot in the fucking head (Chorus 2x) I drank a bottle of jack, sniffed three bottles of kitty In the middle of the freeway walking to the city So much pcp I changed my name to watermouth Pumpin Master ace I walked into a jewish slaughter house Throw myself on the hook, now thats the chorus Got split from my neck to my dick, now thats what gore is Hallow man look at all my dangling parts Dropping to the gutter with a piece of you in my heart Little piece of shit that I couldn't fling from my chest Should of stayed alive long enough to kill the fag you're with But right now, my skin is getting stripped off Each one of my limbs is ripped off covered in thick sauce My head hits the conveyor and i'm not thinkin of prayer it's sick I'm watching a movie at Loews alone and you sucking some guy's dick Six seconds left when I die I'm gonna find her On some poltergeist shit, while my face goes through the grinder (Chorus 2x)