Who Am I

I promised myself it won't happen a second time I promised myself i'd be stronger i'd be fine Why can't i see That i am weak That i am hurt That i am gone And that id been so all along But i am just a kid that's lost in darkness Of this big and scary world I'm not a girl i'm not a boy I am just me but i like joy I am destroyed but i'll be fine If i'm confused i'll stop in time Wait for a sign I am afraid of what's to come These kids are blocking out the sun And now i'm left drowning in lies Can't differentiate the tides Is this the truth is this real life This tends to happen all the time I can't decide who to believe So i grieve inside Inside Why does my head never make sense Stresses me out to count to ten Let's go again travel inside Messed up my conscience and my mind But now i'm fine So i prétend but really i just want to end What can't make sense i want to die But who am i? I am just a kid that's lost in darkness Of this big and scary world I'm not a girl i'm not a boy I am just me but i like joy I am destroyed but i'll be fine If i'm confused i'll stop in time Wait for a sign I am afraid of what's to come These kids are blocking out the sun And now i'm left drowning in lies Can't differentiate the tides Is this the truth is this real life This tends to happen all the time I can't decide who to believe So i grieve inside Inside inside inside inside inside Please let me in Please let me in I promise i won't leave again Please let me out Please let me out I promise i won't speak about What you have done Not to a soul I want to live, just be at home But i'm not home when i'm with you I'm sorry, tell me what to do Tell me what to do I'm scared of you Of what you've done I'm scared of what i will become Because so far I am just a kid that's lost in darkness Of this big and scary world I'm not a girl i'm not a boy I am just me but i like joy I am destroyed but i'll be fine If i'm confused i'll stop in time Wait for a sign