Denial (Snippet)

I don't wanna lose you But I don't wanna lose myself I don't wanna choose you But I want you to myself Very selfish I know But I can't keep it going like this Very selfish I know But I can't keep it going like this Its been a couple weekends I'm used to conversations every day but we ain't speaking Anticipation got me sleepless My eyes water damaged something's wrong cos they keep leaking Must be the hayfever like Tracy Beaker And I've blasting Daniel Caesar nearly broke my speakers Everyday chilling with Mary J even Aretha Tryna the pass the time and tell myself that I don't need ya That ain't right That's a lie Cos we planned out flying to Dubai Getting freaking in the sky Joining the mile high That would have been so live Oh that woulda blown my mind yeah yeah Girl that would of been a flight to remember But now your heart is cold like December But maybe I can salvage the flame Don't wanna deal with this pain So I'll keep blowing the embers I don't wanna lose you But I don't wanna lose myself I don't wanna choose you But I want you to myself Very selfish I know But I can't keep going on like this Very selfish I know But I can't keep going on like this