SAN MARCOS

Big old whiskey on them icy rocks Flood down some veins like oxy does I need fresh air, I need oxygen Who the hell you fooling? It's so obvious I don't feel it, I don't see it, this is blasphemy I can't help but feel like you is after me Is you drinking for the pain? Is you drinking for fun? There's a party outside, 'til the morning gon' come Is you dancing all alone? Is you dancing for someone? There's a party outside, know the night is young Is you having fun? Say it with your chest, say it with your chest Pray it work again Putting diamonds on my back, putting diamonds on my back, yeah Say it with your chest, say it with your chest Pray it work again Putting diamonds on my back, putting diamonds on my back, yeah But you know if I waste my time Talking 'bout what ain't mine And you know I'll be last in line Just like last, last night I said, I said, "Who that? Who that? Who that? Who that?" Lurking in the shadows Tryna catch me liberating spirits from the gallows They wanna blackball me, but I held my avocados Then they melt down like the hash we mix in our tobacco Circle tighter than the Castro, they feeding you Castrol You'd think that it's gas, you turn the key, it's a fiasco Could be stronger than Vibranium, don't mean that I ain't fragile Grapple with reality to break out of these shackles But you know if I waste my time Talking 'bout what ain't mine And you know I'll be last in line Just like last, last night Suicidal thoughts, but I won't do it Take that how you want, it's important I admit it I'm afraid of commitment, don't know how to fix it Maybe codependent, can't tell the difference When the push comes to shove, I'd rather bend than break But something's gotta give, ain't that what they say When you're torn between reality, and a choice you could have made Or should've made, they're not the same, I'm not the same Maybe I'm broken, either way I'm clinging on closely I know it's unhealthy, appreciate your patience I know that I'm selfish, do my best to be selfless I know that I'm changing, I know that I'm changing I want more out of life than this I want more, I want more I want more out of life than this I want more, I want more I want more out of life than this I want more, I want more I want more out of life than this I want more, I want more I want more out of life than this I want more, I want more I want more out of life than this I want more, I want more