The Gift

Hold me now, I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to 'Cause I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by And I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well And I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up and look inside a mirror 'Cause I'm so ashamed of that thing And I suppose I'll let this go 'til I have something more to say for me And I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy And I'm so afraid of the gift you give me 'Cause I don't belong here, and I'm not well And I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now, I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need 'Cause I'm so afraid of the gift you give me And I don't belong here, and I'm not well And I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Now I'm ashamed of this And I am so ashamed of this Now I'm so ashamed of me I am so ashamed of me Thank you (Yeah, Seether!)