Never Gonna Change

You're pushing down on my shoulders And emptying my lungs And in a moment I'm older In a moment, you've won And you escape me Like it's nothing Like words I never should have said And the stress comes to the surface But all of the heroes are dead And I hate that I can't say your name Without feeling like I'm part of the blame And it's never gonna feel quite the same But it's never gonna change And I hate that I'm always so young Had me feeling like you were the one And it's never gonna feel like it's done 'Cause it's never gonna change Never gonna change Never gonna change Never gonna change While I dance here softly You're next to me again (You're next to me again) But we're still tugging on each other And tearing up the fraying loose ends And I hate that I can't say your name Without feeling like I'm part of the blame And it's never gonna feel quite the same But it's never gonna change And I hate that I'm always so young Had me feeling like you were the one And it's never gonna feel like it's done 'Cause it's never gonna change Never gonna change Never gonna change Never gonna change And I hate that I can't say your name Without feeling like I'm part of the blame And it's never gonna feel quite the same But it's never gonna change Never gonna change Never gonna change Never gonna change 'Cause it's never gonna change Never gonna change Never gonna change Never gonna change