Colorblind

Breathe in Run fingers over scarred skin Let the guilt rain down all over me Try to justify my hypocrisy And breathe out Watch the words as they fall from your mouth They sound pretty sharp, and they probably sting About how I've been distant lately It's quiet now and you're waiting on me Could you repeat yourself? I wasn't listening Save yourself, I'm not worth the time This failure is built deep into my design Is there something wrong with me? This doubt is deafening 'Cause you were gold but I'm colorblind Find a reason Is it the change of season? Maybe it's just a color I can't see Or maybe it's not meant for me Is it all of the above? See, that's the funny thing about love It's never been a friend to me, just an artificial enemy I've known its face but only watched it leave Save yourself, I'm not worth the time This failure is built deep into my design Is there something wrong with me? This doubt is deafening 'Cause you were gold but I'm colorblind And this complacency just seems to get the best of me As I wander aimlessly back to everything I left behind A new face, a different story, the same mess of me And I never learn my lesson 'cause I'm blind Save yourself, I'm not worth the time This failure is built deep into my design Is there something wrong with me? This doubt is deafening 'Cause you were gold but I'm colorblind