Better By Now

I close my eyes and count to ten I've made mistakes I know I'll make again I write messages I'll never send I'm not okay but if you want it I'll pretend It's all good, I'm not scared and I'll hold on But you said, I'd be better by now All my friends, said I'd be better by now But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no I'm not better by now And you said I'd be better by now All my friends, said I'd be better by now But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no I'm not better by now Another 4 AM my battery is low And I still miss you checking that I got home Leave the lights on when I sleep alone And I know I should but I just can't let go It's no good, I'm still scared, wish I was strong But you said, I'd be better by now All my friends, said I'd be better by now But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no I'm not better by now And you said I'd be better by now All my friends, said I'd be better by now But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no I'm not better by now I miss you, I miss me The me I was before, the me before the storm 'Cause if I miss you, then I miss me The me I was before, the me before the storm Yeah, I miss you and I miss me The me I was before, the me before the storm Yeah, I miss you, I miss me The me I was before And you said, I'd be better by now All my friends, said I'd be better by now But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no I'm not better by now And you said I'd be better by now All my friends, said I'd be better by now But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no I'm not better by now