Perfect Nightmare

Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry Why don't I just tell him goodbye? Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't Build up the strength to say that it's wrong Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't Sometimes I wait for him to change But it's okay, I've disguised the pain, yeah And I don't ever wanna leave him alone They say I'm brainwashed, but I'm in love with this man, yeah Keep tellin' myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin' This is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream "No way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way"? But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin' This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go But I don't ever wanna leave him alone They say I'm brainwashed, but I'm in love with this man, oh-oh-oh Keep tellin' myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin' This is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream "No way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way"? But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin' This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare Hopin' he's changin', but I'm scared he's not Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes Keep tellin' myself that it's not worth it (keep tellin' myself) I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin' This is my perfect nightmare, perfect- Keep tellin' myself that it's not worth it (no way, no way) I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin' This is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream "No way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way"? But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin' This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare No way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin' This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)