Calendar Girl

If I am lost for a day, try to find me But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me All of the things that I thought were so easy Just got harder and harder each day December is darkest, in June there's the light But this empty bedroom won't make anything right While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home Who waits up for me all through the night Calendar girl who's in love with the world, stay alive Calendar girl who's in love with the world, stay alive I dreamed I was dying, as I so often do And when I awoke I was sure it was true I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky And said "Whoever is up there, please don't let me die" But I can't live forever, I can't always be One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross And I'll laugh about all that we've lost Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive January, February, March, April, May, I'm alive June, July, August, September, October, I'm alive November, December, yeah all through the winter, I'm alive I'm alive