The In Crowd

Spin away the combination for the last time Say goodbye to this year I wish I could avoid the empty Summer days that await me They'll fake a smile goodbye Celebrating their new freedom I'll sit alone on the couch Wondering why I wonder what it's like to have it all To never be afraid that I would fall But I don't think I've ever known a time That I was part of the in crowd Here we go, another day, another disgrace Fall flat on my face I wish I had a bunch of money Catch a plane, head out west They'll run and play around All full of their phantom freedom I'll sit alone on the couch Wondering why I wonder what it's like to have it all To never be afraid that I would fall But I don't think I've ever known a time That I was part of the in crowd Doesn't anyone here live an original life? What did you surrender to be on the inside? When you disappear they won't remember your name And you'll fade away and someone takes your place Takes your place In the in crowd Spin away the combination for the last time Say goodbye to this year I wish I could avoid the empty Summer days that await me They'll fake a smile goodbye Celebrating their new freedom I'll sit alone on the couch But I'm ready to fly I wonder what its like to have it all To never be afraid that I would fall But I don't think I've ever known a time I wonder what its like to have it all To never be afraid that I would fall But I don't think I've ever known a time That I was part of the in crowd Of the in crowd Of the in crowd I don't need anything that I can't find in me All my life I have been on a line at the end Waiting for something more, something new to begin Waiting for something more, some way to fit in In the in crowd In the in crowd