Something I Never Had

Do you see me? Do you feel me like I feel you? Call your number I cannot get through You don't hear me And I don't understand When I reach out Well, I don't find your hand Where they wasted words? And did they mean a thing And all that precious time But I still feel so in between Someday, I just keep pretending That you'll stay Dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on But it hurts so bad And I can't keep something that I never had Well, I keep tellin' myself Things can turn around with time And if I wait it out You could always change your mind Like a fairytale Where it works out in the end Can I close my eyes? Have you lying here again And Then I come back down And Then I fade back in And Then I realize It's just what might have been Someday, I just keep pretending That you'll stay Dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on But it hurts so bad And I can't keep something that I never had Am I a shadow on your wall? Am I anything at all? Anything to you? Am I a secret that you keep? Do you dream me while your sleeping After all? Someday, I just keep pretending That you'll stay Dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on But it hurts so bad And I can't keep something that I never had That I never had I wanna hold on, but it hurts so bad And I can't keep something that I never had You don't see me You don't feel me like I feel you.