Heaven

I got lost out there in this world Looking for a brand new way to fall down It's no surprise that things got worse I thank God you never let me drown But I didn't have to lie to myself for so long I didn't have to let myself get so far gone I didn't have to make the ones I love feel so alone I didn't have to die to go to heaven I just had to go home While I was having the time of my life I think my soul died a little every day I always called to say I'm sorry You said it's okay, but you should be Through it all you never walked away But I didn't have to lie to myself for so long I didn't have to let myself get so far gone I didn't have to make the ones I love feel so alone I didn't have to die to go to heaven I just had to go home Into the arms of my angel Into the peace I've left behind All I had to do to save my own life Was to look into your eyes But I didn't have to lie to myself for so long I didn't have to let myself get so far gone I didn't have to make the ones I love feel so alone I didn't have to die to go to heaven (to find my angel) But I didn't have to lie to myself for so long I just had to go home (I just had to go home) I just had to go home