I Shouldn't Have Done It

Warm it up V. Well, I'ma tell you a story and I come out bluntly Want a ugly child? Hey, nobody would want me I used to walk around and get upset and upsetter 'Til I figured out ways to make myself look better As I got older, my awareness expanded I met this beautiful girl and my wish was commanded Didn't hang with fellas, 'cause they started gettin' shady I'd always be with my girl and ya'll could call her my lady I loved her a lot, word up, not going to front see The problem did arise is, why on earth did she want me? Couldn't figure it out and to make things worse I was cursed, with the torment of not being the first And the first was this fly guy, made me very jealous Always think she'd cheat on me and talk to other fellas Two wrongs don't make a right, but any we would fight I would kindly pick up the phone and call a girl out of spite I shouldn't have done it, man I'm feelin' sad and blue I'm feelin'- I'm feelin' sad and blue I'm feelin'- I wanted to make this right, so direct I was admirin' I tried to stop my love, but no love was not retirin' To catch her in a lie was near impossible and tricky Didn't want her in certain clothes, gettin' really picky We got into it again, this time she got too bright So me preventin' a fight, I just stayed out for the night I had to ease up off the pressure, all this heartache pain so I went up to the Parrot, with Omega, Vance, and Dane This girl came over, she was trucked down excessive Started talkin' to me (hi), and she was poppin' quite aggressive A pretty young thing, she didn't strike me as no ho So weak-minded, Rick the Ruler went on with the flow My joint was gettin' hard, word, without me even knowin' We stepped back to my van and I could feel it's for her growin' The girl took off her coat her body was no joke Well, a rub or two, unzip it, and I went for broke I shouldn't have done it I'm feelin' sad and blue I'm feelin'- I'm feelin' sad and blue I'm feelin'- I'm feelin' sad and blue I'm feelin'- I'm feelin' sad I'm feelin'- Now I've sinned and there's no one to blame That night when I went home, I felt real guilty and ashamed Snuck right into bed, I felt just like a shady fella What made me so self-centered, how am I ever gonna tell her? I shouldn't have cheated, just because we'd always doubt Endurance, be a man, that's what I had to learn about Now me, I guess I like there's one or two secrets that I hid I figure, I'd patch things up and then I'll tell her what I did Then after that, she started actin' Heaven-sent I found the house spotless and said she help out with the rent So, I bought the ring, it was a good 20-Karat Then word got back about me chillin' at the Parrot So when I got home, I thought she'd just be out to roast Instead I found this letter, and I found her overdosed It said, "I do for you but I guess you didn't care" All this went and happened 'cause of me and my affair I shouldn't have done it man I'm feelin' sad and blue I'm feelin'- I'm feelin' sad and blue I'm feelin'- I'm feelin' sad and blue I'm feelin'- I'm feelin' sad and blue Sad and blue Sad and blue I'm feelin' sad and blue Sad, sad, sad Sad and blue Sad and blue Sad and blue I'm feelin' sad and blue (hold on)