This Raging Light

I roll away just like a stone Falling around wherever I'm thrown I got lost, got sidetracked I played dead and I couldn't go back You asked me how does it feels Everything hurts, everything's too real I tried to be part of the scheme But I can't understand, what does it really mean? And with pride you point blame But you never felt love, like you never felt pain You give me that sad smile And I want to drown it, want it gone for a while I roll away, away from it all I follow the lights, I follow the call I fall down into the sound of the music Tonight I feel it closer And i can almost touch it To you this may be nothing, It's something to me This raging light "You're on your own" said the voice on the phone In between all the static and the robotic tone Strong headlights were pointing to my eyes Behind a killer car, inside a killer heart "You be strong" said the voice on the phone In between all the lies and the robotic tone I fall down and into the sound Where the music goes Tonight I feel it closer And I can almost touch it To you this may be nothing, It's something to me This raging light To you this may be nothing, It's something to me This raging light I roll away just like a stone Falling around wherever I'm thrown And with pride you point me the blame Like you never felt love, like you never felt pain I played me but you played a part And you lost the script, you just found it too hard I fall down into the sound of the music This music