Not Only Numb

Looking all around the room I see the clutter in the gloom I'm not only back I'm not only numb Changing shades within the evening In a day then I'll be leaving I'm not only back I'm not only numb When the air at home is thin Getting out then looking in Yeah she knows, she knows, she knows It ain't awful hard to tell What it's like, my little hell Yeah she knows, she knows, she knows I'm now familiar with the tone I hear in bed when I'm alone I'm not only back I'm not only numb In the shade below the eaves Think I could chain smoke anything I'm not only back I'm not only numb When the air at home is thin Getting out, then looking in Yeah she knows, she knows, she knows It ain't awful hard to tell What it's like, my little hell Yeah she knows, she knows, she knows She knows, she knows, she knows She sees all the cars around the parking lots Of bars we've played and stayed Started laughing, looking down Upon the bed that we've made We've made, we've made, we've made She sees all the cars around the parking lots Of bars we've played and stayed Started laughing, falling down Across the bed that we've made We've made, we've made, we've made The air at home is thin When getting out, then looking in I'm not only back I'm not only numb Changing shades within the evening In a day, then I'll be leaving I'm not only back I'm not only numb I'm not only back I'm not only numb I'm not only back I'm not only numb